Being pregnant is like having the flu. For about 2 weeks, up until last Tuesday, I really felt like I had the flu. Exhausted, queasy, headachy, achy in general, did I mention exhausted? On Tuesday I was too tired to knit when I came home. This is one of my favorite activities and in case you're not familiar, really requires no energy. I took a few days off when my sister was visiting but I probably should have taken more as sick days. I just didn't know how long it would last, I mean, it could be the whole first trimester or longer, right? Since Tuesday, I've felt a lot better, and in fact this weekend I was practically bursting with energy. I did a ton of errands and stuff because I just don't trust the feeling better. I've not heard of anyone who started feeling better in their first trimester and then reverted. Anyway, I was really glad for this weekend because I got a lot accomplished, felt less like a slug, just generally felt better. Felt like maybe I might make it another 7 months.
Being pregnant is like being a toddler. Brandy pointed this one out to me. Typically I love ethnic foods of all kinds, and especially kinds with lots of spices. I love thai and Indian and often won't go to italian or mexican places because they're too boring. Now? Here's what I eat: bread, cheese, pasta, non-acidic fruits and vegetables, butter, milk, plain cereal. That's kind of it. (It was Brandy who noticed that this is pretty much what she feeds Amelia.) It's not that I can't eat the other foods because I'll be sick or something, it's just that they don't taste good or appealing. I have a bite and think "I don't want this." It has a weird (also toddler like) side-effect which is when I'm in the grocery store I buy anything that looks appealing. (I guess toddlers would only do this if they also had charge cards.) There's just so little that looks tasty that I feel entitled to buy anything that does. The side effect of this is that our pantry is full of cookies (mostly that I don't want to eat because they didn't taste right when I got them home or my taste buds changed and they no longer looked that good) and also I just cleaned out our fridge which was full of leftovers from dinners where I ordered something, didn't like it, and wrapped it so Chris could eat it later (which he never does because he usually forgets). Don't feel sad for me missing these dinners though, because usually I ate a cheese sandwich right before I left the house because I was weak with hunger.
Being pregnant is like when you haven't eaten for awhile and the hunger goes right past the stomach growling stage and right on into nausea. I don't think I'm the only one who this happens to. When I feel queasy it feels a lot like that and eating helps. Which leads me to...
Being pregnant is like getting fat. Actually, it just is getting fat. I've been eating a lot and have put on quite a bit of weight already. I told myself I was going to be really cool with that but it turns out I'm not. Not so soon. I didn't think I'd put on much weight before the 2nd trimester began. Hahahahaha!!! Already many of my pants don't fit. I think about my diet though and the weight gain seems way out of proportion to what I'm eating. I don't eat anything fatty except butter and cheese (no fried anything, no ice cream, for example). I eat at least 5 meals a day but they're all small (cereal and milk, bagel with cream cheese). I don't even eat as much as I necessarily want because I feel like my body might be confused - like when I eat lunch and my stomach is growling only an hour later (!? what's up with that?!). Hopefully I'll adjust to this. I've proved in the past that I'm a good dieter. I'll just be chill about the weight gain and when it's over I'll lose the weight again. Meantime, I may be needing to go get maternity clothes sooner rather than later. Ack.
Ok, that's enough for now. I'm sure I'll think of other things.